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July 29, 2019 at 2:22 am #1203000550This post was found to be inappropriate by the moderators and has been removed.July 29, 2019 at 11:24 am #1203001170
Good luck Stegeo
So, for some reason I took this unmarked pill my step sister had, so idek what I’m on right now. I don’t know why I do these things.July 31, 2019 at 11:03 pm #1203005036
Well this thread has died, so I guess I’ll try to revive it. I wish I had something really juicy to get people talking, but it’s just the same shit for me. I’m drunk and high right now. Typing this ain’t easy. I’m currently on the verge of crying watching BoJack Horseman. The friend I’m in love with that I’ve been talking about, he fucked some chick tonight. I definitely feel jealous and it’s just weird to think about, but a small part of me is happy he found someone to fuck, cuz it makes him happy. But there’s also a lot of anxiety cuz last time he met a girl he liked he started dating her and then stopped talking to me, I’m very worried that’ll happen again. I took ecstasy today, but like it didn’t work, so idk if it was just fake or what. I have several hundred dollars worth of tickets to pay, but I have no money so I can’t pay them so I’ll have to ask my dad to help and I’m really nervous to have that conversation. I guess that’s about all that’s going on in my life. Hope everyone else is doing well.July 31, 2019 at 11:42 pm #1203005084This post was found to be inappropriate by the moderators and has been removed.July 31, 2019 at 11:50 pm #1203005092
I’m stressing over my wisdom teeth removal surgery, cause I feel like I’m getting surgery for literally no reason, cause they don’t hurt me, but they would anyway very soon, they’re making my teeth crowded. I just don’t wanna go through it all. I’m honestly not in the mood.
Hopefully it’s not too bad. But even if it sucks, you know it’ll be over.
I think you should start entertaining the idea that you might simply have to let him go.
I told him today that I didn’t consider us friends anymore. I don’t think I have to completely remove him from my life, but I think it’s helpful to be honest about what our relationship is, and it feels to me like we’re just acquaintances. He did say he still considers me a friend but didn’t really seem concerned that I was saying we weren’t friends. I mean he had a chance to try and prove me wrong if he wanted to and he didn’t.August 1, 2019 at 12:08 am #1203005116This post was found to be inappropriate by the moderators and has been removed.August 1, 2019 at 12:14 am #1203005129
I see. It’s over. Just take some time to digest it and move on. That’s the healthy option. And if he attempts to come back in ur life, I think you should just cut him off. It’s unhealthy, and it’s bringing you only pain and frustration.
I just can’t do it. Cutting him off just isn’t an option. I really don’t think it’s necessary or deserved. I really think if we can just get on the same page, and I can accept that we aren’t ever going to have the friendship that I want, then we can still be cool with each other and he can just be someone I talk to and hang out with every once in a while, but I won’t have much of an emotional investment in. Not having him in my life at all would hurt worse than anything else.August 1, 2019 at 12:19 am #1203005137
I’ve had like a quarter gallon of vodka tonight, I feel like I should be way more drunk. I just googled it and there’s 42 shots in a half gallon bottle, and the bottles are actually a little more than a half gallon, and i’ve drank a little less than half, so that’s like at least 15+ shots I feel like. I feel like this is when I should be getting to risking alcohol poisoning but I don’t feel that drunk. I definitely think I’m becoming more incoherent as I’m typing this.August 1, 2019 at 12:27 pm #1203005847This post was found to be inappropriate by the moderators and has been removed.August 1, 2019 at 12:58 pm #1203005962
You really need to stop self-harm. Idk what circumstances you’re in, but you should start trying to be healthy. Healthier thoughts, healthier habits. Anyway, you should have a heartfelt convo with ur dad. Do you 2 get along well generally?
Yeah I mean you’re totally right. I should stop, but idk if or when I will. Me and my dad don’t get along that well.August 3, 2019 at 10:55 am #1203008503This post was found to be inappropriate by the moderators and has been removed.August 3, 2019 at 12:58 pm #1203008733
How you doing bro?
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