No one wants to wake up to the news I woke up to this morning. No one. I was preparing my coffee, turning on wi-fi and the first thing I read is: “Lady Gaga SNUBBED at Oscar”. I blinked my eyes countless times and I went on Twitter just to see more and more posts about it. I couldn’t believe it. My Oscars Prediction dream was over and there I was at 8AM sitting in my kitchen looking at the screen of my iPhone.
I know this may sound a bit too much but… Yes. Tears started falling from my eyes and they wouldn’t stop. I don’t consider this to be an over dramatic reaction like many of you could easily consider. I look at it as unconditional love, dedication and passion. Something unexplainable, no one can translate love into words or even admiration. Some people get your attention and you don’t know why. And while I am fully aware that Lady Gaga is not over, but I also am aware that it’s never going to be the same. It doesn’t matter if it is Lady Gaga or Patrizia or Ally. It doesn’t. I saw this New York being born when she was just one strong little girl. A few years later she turned into strong and confident woman and extremely inspirational. She brought the term “drama” back in the film industry and scored two nomination in this new decade. I was obsessed and extremely proud of it.
I’ve always been aware that her nominations are not meant to last and that’s why I flew to Las Vegas just to see her live last year. I knew this was a fast career and that’s why I spent over 1800$ on her (I’ve watched her live twice, I met her twice, I bought her music, film, I took a trip just to see her, paid hotel… You make the counts!). I wanted to live it as much as I could and looking back I am so proud of every single thing I did for her. She brought back my fan vein in a way I’ve never experienced before.
Every Lady Gaga fan was aware that Ridley Scott was not happy. Ever since “House Of Gucci” became a smash, something went wrong and the relationship between Gaga and Ridley Scott have always been weird. There’s indifference and I don’t know what to think. Nonetheless, I am no one to judge that. All I want to make clear is: Lady Gaga is never not going to be snubbed again and that’s why I feel like my dream has been crashed. My Oscar Prediction dream has ended. It hurts so bad when you’re not prepared… After all she was snubbed just now.
And no. I am not turning my back on Lady Gaga. This was a rough decision but I know what it’s like to be in a place where you don’t belong or feel included and sometimes… It’s better to just go for it.
Yet, I always like to see things from the bright side and I am going to always support Lady Gaga. She has an amazing and beautiful impact in my life.
Lady (Patrizia) Gaga… Good luck. Ridley Scott…When I catch you.
Lady Gaga… Thank You. You’ve given me the ultimate fan experience and you’ve been so inspirational. All of you.
“Paper? Ahhhh Paper!” Lady Gaga’s Patrizia, “I am not signing any paper!”
